sanguine attack.

i'm having it again.
my dreaded sanguine attack.
:(
and i hate it because i'm not trying my best to fight it!!!
argh!!!

revived

i was awaken by a dream...the guy we revived during my night duty was so alive in my dream.(he was supposed to be dead because the doctor pronounced him dead at 9:50 pm yesterday yet he is very alive in my dream!)he was walking all over the resuscitation area of the emergency room where im working as an ER spiritual nurse (tnx sa term terej)...my partner during the shift was talking to the supposedly dead guy, i can see a worried look on his face..he was saying something like `sir, diba patay naman ka..higda na balik beh kay ihatod nka namo sa morgue ba..mag endorsement pa bya mi!`
that vivid scene now became vague as i see a familiar face coming into the picture...
it was my papa..
my ill and frail papa..
taking the place of the resuscitated guy...same order..he arrived pulseless, hypoxic, no signs of life....flatline as the ecg monitor reads..the doctor pronounced him dead...all the contraptions removed as the aides were doing the post mortem care..then unraveled the most unexpected thing...a slight movement of his fingers...a blink of an eye...a barely unnoticeable rise and fall of the chest wall...then viola! he came to life once again...

i woke up...it was a dream...
i thanked the Lord he woke me up...
it`s as if God is saying...``yes Ga, i will do the same to your papa. I will revive him spiritually!``
i kept on whispering thank you`s...
thank you Lord!!!
thank you..
thank you...

i know you will answer my prayer...if the dream was a confirmation Lord, i would love to see it unfold my very eyes...

`today SALVATION has come to this VERY HOUSE`-Luke 19:9

you've got SPAMmed!

SPAM MAIL
i was checking on my mail and got a bit disappointed on how my mail got flooded with nuisance emails. Despite the spam mail that yahoo! offers, there are still those emails which can get through the techie filter system..tsk...i spent almost an hour 'cleaning' my inbox.i clicked boxes and sent it to trash...
as I was doing this routinary work (i clean up at least once in two weeks), the Holy spirit ministered to me. Ga, are you doing the same in your spiritual life?
are you sorting out?are you filtering out infos that enter your eye and ear gate?

ang revelation tlga pag galing kay Lord parang mentos...anytime, anywhere!!!(kahit sa email!!!)

thank you Lord..yes, once again I'm reminded..
sort...
filter...
wise decisions..smart choices...

"You can never control what information will you receive,
at least you will have a say on what will you save!"

spam your soul, mind, body and spirit!!!

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finally i have been motivated to post more blog entires.. i guess it has something to with mother agila's anointing and of course my primary titas..hehehhehe:)
and i ust feel ive been missing out on the updates lately. blame it on fb fasting i havent got a feel of what other churchmates are up to...then come one great idea..why not blog again??...hmm...hehehhe..y not and the nest thing i know im blabbing out and typing hastily on my blogspot...


how are you these days?
usual answer: i'm fine, thank you....radical christian answer: im growing, i hope you are too!!!
bitaw ui, kamusta na bitaw ko?
hahhaha..
well, started my city detail job as an er nurse for the dreaded ah este the reputable davao medical center. I got wide eyed when i got my assignment, EMERGENCY ROOM!..Great just great...and i havent even got inside that er complex..just heard stories though (stomach quenching stories..hahaha)..anyway, im almost a month old there and i can say i'm surviving...actually, im enjoying it..the action and the drama all combined made me love dmc-er!
it's just so sad it's a short lived experience because the job contract will expire until oct 31st only...(mura lng ko ug gipa ibog sa idea na er nurse ko..hahaha)
nonetheless, i had valuable lessons learned...


James 4:14
"Why, you do not even know what will happen tomorrow. What is your life? You are a mist that appears for a little while and then vanishes."

I never fully grasped the meaning of this verse until I came to work at DMC-ER. You'll be amazed of the many usual and not so usual reasons people die...There are those people who die due to tumors, abnormal tissue growth, vehicular accidents..trauma brought about by their enemies' wrath...but there are those who die just by sitting, sleeping and doing nothing...still, they die...

bottom line: we do not know when will we breathe our last!
so might as well breathe properly...
hehehe
breathe for the Lord!!!!
which reminds me of the song that keeps popping on my head..blame it on LSS..
every breath Lord, all that I am..
I want my life to bring you glory!

ang dali kantahin, ang hirap namang tuparin...

so my prayer: God, give me the courage to do just what the song says that I ought to do...