the lost get found

After a year or so of 'losing' my blogger password over heaps of deranged thoughts in my hypothalamus, I finally managed to corner it somehow. And to think remembering it was all spontaneous. It was as if a light bulb flickered somewhere and suddenly I remembered what it was. And I thought, how ridiculous of me to forget something at one time only to remember it vividly the next time. And so here I am, as happy as a swarming bee finding its hive.

Speaking of... And then I realized, this is so comparable to my walk in Christ during my previous years as a young Christian. I remember there are times wherein I would be so aloof and forgetful of God's grace and mercy in my life. These times are often spent by me sulking in my frustrations and insecurities. These are the moments that I would forget the 'password' of Christian living, the very secret of unlocking God's heart. And it's as if that no matter how I try I can not seem to figure out what the 'password' is. But God, in his inexorable love and infinite grace would always light a bulb somewhere and then instantly, I would remember.I know exactly what keys to hit to open His never been closed heart. Then and only then can I devour once again on what is inside His blog, I can pour out my thoughts to Him and we would be engaged in an intimate intercourse of whatever is under the sun. Oh that I may never forget... And so this is my prayer: "Oh that I would not forget.. Oh that I would never be blinded... Oh that I would always be reminded of how great Your love is for me." So help me God. Not even one instant moment Lord!